Monday, January 02, 2006
it's back to school, not more ij. cj this time
holidays, fun, & being free & happy never lasts, i swear
sometimes i wish i didn't get the min. requirement to get into jc so i can just slack off for the first three months, spend time with the people closest to me (who are all not going to school cept mabel)
the whole after Os period is over. i waited for it to come for so long but now, it's all gone (okay i didn't mean to rhyme it)
everyone's saying this & it's so cliche but,
i really, really don't wanna go back to school
i want to just wake up at noon everyday, answer calls/ call people up, arrange dates, go out, spend money, have fun, go home, use the com, talk on the phone till 3am in the morning & repeat the cycle
HAHA, dream on la beverley matilda chow
& keep dreaming
okay maybe not that everyday, but it's difficult to type out what exactly i'm feeling. that's basically the gist of it i guess.
roar!
yesterday i went to church, came home, jo & jacinta came over, watched a few mins of the wedding crashers, baby geniuses, & went to the bed to sleep with jacinta while jo bonded with my bro over the xbox. then she came to disturb us & ahem, play around with spongebob. it was so totally wrong. then jo went home & jacinta & i talked from 7 to 10. :D i love.
so today, i went out with JO. mwahaha. watched king kong. my god, freaking long. like 3 hours? but it was pretty good. but i wonder why everyone said 'so sad, can cry okay!' hahaha. i didn't feel anything much. the cannibals were freakin scary looking though. & naomi watts is pretty! took neoprints that screwed up, met sheryl, lalee, terri & her aaron for awhile then left to get my phone fixed at ps (like finally!) all my messages & photos are gon be deleted la. :( had lunch/dinner at yoshi, & went to carrefour. uhmm. that's basically what i did today.
OH YES i got gorgeous red nail polish. but i just remembered i'm going to school tomorrow. so i can't paint my fingernails. NSBELWPYOEJRN
somehow my new year's resolution list is in great demand, so i shall post them here. :D
#1 study hard. i swear! i really do. i'm not gon just scrape through anymore. really really REALLY. (i bet all of you are going yeah righttt)
#2 (try really hard to) save money
#3 keep in touch with all my girls & never let them drift away
#4 dance hard. okay since i hafta join cj dance, might as well make the most outta it. that is if they want me la. mwahaha. whatever
#5 stop procastinating & go for those hiphop lessons with the jammers
#6 must make new friends. must. which means being friendly & approachable. i am, really! i don't bite, even though i can be a major bitch at times i really am very nice please don't be afraid hahaha!
#7 msg jacinta, jo, nor & mabel everyday
#8 pass every single test/exam
#9 get my priorities right (eg. study & dance & go out in right amounts HAHA)
#10 try to be nicer to my parents. don't lie to them & go home straight after school. HEEHEE
the one thing i'm gon miss the most are hanging out & chillin with all my girls. namely jo, mabel, jacinta, nor & stef la.
- mabel miss dance president has her Os to study for, danec committments to fulfil, danceworks & dance night to prepare for
- stef's going to sr, leaving me all alone in school without her craziness to bring me through the entire day. shit lessons are gon be so weird without her & jacinta
- jo has work from monday to friday
- nor probably has to work too
- & same goes for jacinta
i'm gon miss the late night talks with jo, the frequent updatingeachother sessions with mabel, the heart to heart spilling secrets sessions with jacinta, the almost everyday visits from jacinta, the constant smses to nor, threesome shopping trips & five people outings. these four people have become such a part of my life that now, it's hard to let em go. cos everything's gon change once school starts. & it's hard to imagine that everything'll go back to the nov/dec period, ever. but hopefully, we'll hang on to our friendship & not drift. i won't, i promise. :)
Yes, I miss you already, don't know how I'll go on
Oh, I miss you already, & you're not even gone
Y bring on the bling
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